Lost in its depths, I forget who I am
I lost myself in its lights and shapes and wonders
I smiled and laughed and danced around
Droplets from heaven...cupped in my hand
I raised it to my lips and had a taste
Utter sweetness…a pleasure to my senses
I looked at it in wonder...I felt dizzy
I could not believe how lucky I was
A taste of heaven in the palm of my hand
A fruit so rare making it priceless
I drowned in its magic…
It was delightful, enchanting, captivating…
I smiled and laughed and jumped around
I did not think of why and how
I did not consider the price to be paid
I made the dream come alive…
I gave it air, wings, the ability to fly
It held me close in its mystical lights
It deluded my vision…and brightened the darkness
A trick of the light…a pair of innocent eyes…
Mislead, deceived, deluded, betrayed…
Blinded by the beauty of my dream
A dream…a dream so sweet…
..And then I woke up…
I cried tears of blood for each smile
Screamed in agony for each laugh
Felt slash after slash for each step…each jump…each dance
It was too late…I had lost my self in the dream
I could not find me anymore…
Reality hit me in the face like a load of bricks
I fell back…
There was nothing there to support me
Nothing to break my fallNothing to prevent me from collapsing
I dropped and dropped and dropped...
I looked up towards the sky
But I could not see…
Darkness surrounded me from every angle
I put my hand out and reached out…
But there was nothing to grasp
I tried to call out to you…
But I could not speak…
I looked for you in every particle that existed
I looked and looked and looked…
But I did not find you
I could not possibly find you…how can I find you
When you were nothing more than fragments of a dream…
A faint smile crossed my lips…
I closed my eyes…and I stopped breathing...
