Rainbow

One step, two steps, drop a penny...

A rainbow lacking its colors
No blue or green or yellow or red

It begins at zero and ends in infinity
A droplet shattered into a million lights

A reflection of it when there is no it
Perception reduced to nothingness

A blind man can see it, yet I can not
As there is nothing for me to see

Different shades of grey and black
That’s what my rainbow looks like...

My World

To be surrounded by darkness
To not know the meaning of light
To have no hope, or dreams, or trust
To feel so very lost...
To put your hands up and give up
To take a step back from life
To be unable to keep a smile on your face
To be unable to let your tears drop.

To look at others through a veil
That separates you from them
To be surrounded by conversation
And yet be unable to take part in it
To feel so different, so alien
As if you don’t belong...

You don’t understand what I mean?
Enter my world...and you will.

Consequence

I ask for the reason of causing this pain
Why make me suffer in such a way?
I do not deserve to be treated in such a manner
Your words are unjustified
Your actions are inexcusable
I am tired of being hurt by you...

For the emotional pain you have put me through,
Is much worse than any physical pain you could ever inflict.
What have I ever done to hurt you?
What did I do to earn this punishment?
What makes me worthy of all this hurt?

I search and search for the answer...
And yet I can not find anything to justify it.

My only crime…was loving you...