Gone

A dance…too heavy…took a wrong step
It hurts…its raining…where’s the light gone
I’m blind…I don’t see…I can’t
I don’t want help…leave me
I is my own person…can’t control it
Always the same…don’t go to the left
Stay ahead of it…too late…it’s too late
I’m gone…it hurts…rest
What does that mean…I do not remember
Ever…never is vague…always is too long
To be is difficult…not to be is harder
What to do…so lost…don’t find me
I don’t want to be found
Leave me…please don’t
Read and understand
Don’t ever think about it
Just understand…I’m gone
Pain is a sense…don’t sense it
Stop feeling…die…I want to be gone

But…so many buts
Chest is so heavy…cant get enough air…no air
Can’t see…can’t breathe…cant be who I wish to be
It’s better to cry than to laugh
Because u won’t be hurt anymore than u already are
Just cry…don’t care too much
Be lifeless…be dead
Be cold…be ice
I’m not yet gone
Why am I holding on
What is it…who is it
Doesn’t deserve it
They all go…they die
Left alone…so many people…but so alone
It’s not funny…just cry
Its better that way
I am really…honestly…truly…I’m gone